Happens To Me Right Now

Please carve my heart out of my pumpkin body And leave me to bleed Please help me I don't want to see anybody They're all looking at me I don't make memories Make mortal enemies They all take a free stabs at me now I can't make memories Pretend there is an end I see It all Happens To Me Right Now It never ends I live it over and over and over over again I have these bugs That make a tunnel And throw a rave party under my skin I carve a person out of a foreign body And tell it to dance Throw it some peanuts just like a circus monkey Paranoia enhanced I don't make memories Make mortal enemies They all take a free stabs at me now I can't make memories Pretend there is an end I see It all Happens To Me Right Now It never ends I live it over and over and over over again I have these bugs That make a tunnel And throw a rave party under my skin Please carve a smile like I'm your Jack O Lantern Allow me to breath Please help me I don't want to hurt anybody But they're all hurting me It never ends I live it over and over and over over again I have these bugs That make a tunnel And throw a rave party under my skin